17.0915-1105 A mountain the must be climbed
@25.0912-1105.99 Atx
(Brainfart)
Dear Marla,
It's becoming clearer to me now.
The Grind is the 'mountain' that I must climb in my Quest to Become Rubber. Putting that suit back on right after I have had my shower every single time, after time, after time for two years
There are times when I am suddenly VERY tired of the whole thing. Weary. I've had enough. I want Out of my suit! (Or, I don't want to put it on!)
That's OK.
I don't have to. I can just be naked as a jay bird. (I burned all of my fabric clothing.
It's just that I'll need to make up for it somehow.
That's the way the HITEz system works.
As long as I make my 168z every week, I can spend hours Out of Rubber.
As long as I make my Quota...
Because if I don't... if, say, I only make it to 167.5z, I am sentenced to 168 hours of 100% "Aerobia". (It's created from the word for 'air', such as "aerobic excercises".)
A number of things happen:
I must store all of my rubber stuff -- every bit of it -- in my closet and lock it with a digital padlock set for 168 hours. The only thing I don't lock up in the closet is my chastity belt (no Tom or Dick)